i get so angry about this shit. like i’m practically shaking. i know i am not a shitty person, and especially not just because i am intrigued by people that did terrible things.
how in the fuck is being interested in serial killers fucking idolizing them? yes i do have a tattoo of ted bundy but even that is not idolization. i am not a ‘fan’. why is it so difficult to understand that it is a subject i am interested in? and yeah he happens to be attractive, so what. i absolutely think what he and other murderers did was awful. do you really think i condone that shit? i’ve seen posts saying that those who have interests in these subjects should be the killers’ next victims. that is what is fucked up. not me.
so glad i trust my friends enough to give em the money one day and then pick up the bud the next day